On Going Process
I’m still learning how to deal with my emotional side, things occurred today that shouldn’t have happened because I couldn’t keep my emotions in check. I hurt someone, one of my best friends, and I feel horrible.
So I’m getting help tomorrow. I’m going to talk to the school’s inspirational coach/schedule organizer/therapist to start to resolve my issues.
I can finally admit that I need help. I don’t know how to deal with stress because it just becomes a big ball of negative energy, I get tougher on myself, thoughts stir, and then everything just explodes. Recently, It’s been exploding onto the closest people around me and that’s just not fair for them.
I still believe things will get better though. I’m really trying because I know I’m a mess. I just really hope that my friend can forgive me.